Reverse Racism

Well, the black people started out cool on Friday.

I chilled and got things done, then I went over and hung out with Josh's brother Jeremy. Jeremy had over two of his friends, KO and Tony (and maybe one more). KO said that he could get me cheap Os of regs. Tony said he would be interested in buying half o's of weed. KO also said he probably knew of people that could buy my shrooms.

After smoking some weed with them and listening to some music, I left. I chilled at my place for a while and accomplished some more. Then I went to Cowboy Monkey and watched DJ Moses and Duckman rap live. Good show. Also met up with Monkey, Merik, and Leaf. Rolled back with them to their crib, and reconciled the past. Chilled there for the rest of the night and had a blast.

Saturday I got other random stuff accomplished. I also met up KO and bought an O of regs off of him for 130. The whole time the deal felt sketchy as fuck. I didn't like the situation. KO had big talks of selling the shrooms I had, but I never heard back from him. I wasn't really disappointed that I didn't hear back.

I sold half an O of shrooms to Dave.

Later that day I did some other stuff, and then eventually bought another 2 Os of some stuff off of Joe's friend Armilo (I think that was his name). It totaled 630. The stuff was not top notch, and was probably just barely dro. Also, the bags contained some shake/where leafy.

The night ended dully with Isaac coming over and us watching TV. Could have been worse.

Yesterday started off OK, but then turned pretty shitty. I called up Tony, and he said he would buy a gram to start off with. I bring him 1.2g for 20. He seemed ok with it. He calls me around 7:30pm and said he liked it. I called him back around 9. He asked for a half O. I asked if he could meet me. He said he would try to find a ride. I wait till about 10:30 and call him back. He still didn't have a ride. I agree to meet him (as I was kinda also wanting to buy some food). I get to his place and the whole thing feels sketchy. I should have left. Some car pulls up behind me, blocking me in. I feel uneasy, they move and re-park elsewhere. I reposition my car closer to Tony's place. Tony comes out, gets in, looks at the weed, says "is this the same stuff?" "yeah" "man, is this mids or dro?" and then he runs out of the car with the weed. Fucker robbed me of half an o. My own mistake, and doesn't cost me too much, but I was pissed.

I've had it with black people. I can't trust them. At least with drugs. Shit is too sketchy. I realize I have been taking a lot of risks that have luckily paid off. These last couple have not so well. I need to start playing shit smart.

Last night ended with Joe coming over and watching Invader Zim. That was fun.

Armilo wants to get rid of 8 more Os of his stuff. I got to get with Jimmy and see what he wants. I don't think these Os are worth it, but maybe.

Shit could be worse, and I have weed, so why be sad? Cut losses and look to the future.